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so much going through my head

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the last 3 weeks of my life have been crazy, hence the break from blogging. my mind has been on overdrive consistently over these past few weeks. here’s a sampling of what’s happening.

  • mom’s surgery, fairly self explanatory
  • work. i recieved a promotion to leave my current team and go elsewhere to become a team lead.
  • that offer was promptly matched by my current team in an effort to keep me. no decisions have been made yet
  • i just had the most amazing weekend in dc with my aspiring radass, and i ache when i have to leave her
  • work wants someone to go to germany for a month, and my name is on the list
  • i want to start studying for the gmat
  • my apartment is a disaster
  • i haven’t seen my friends in many weeks, and i haven’t been in the d for longer than a week at a time in the last 2 months

i just want some sense of normalcy to return, first with mom, then with the remainder of my life.

world’s most trivialized people

chicago, idiocy, poland 2 Comments »

americans are perhaps the most fascinating culture when it comes to their constant trivializing of the famous people. here’s a list of trivialized people.

  • genghis khan, who he is: the man conquered the asian continent, from siberia to india, poland to saudi arabia and across to the eastern tip of china, his sphere of power was unmatched by all those who attempted to follow in his footsteps.
  • genghis khan, what he’s become: “hi, welcome to mongolian barbeque. how many? 4? smoking or non?”
  • casimir pulaski, who he is: a revolutionary war hero, who taught americans how to fight on horse (read: cavalry), and the a hero of the revolutionary war as recognized by george washington himself. he reported directly to the commander-in-cheif. general pulaski memorial day is celebrated on october 11th, but other states celebrate in march. he has numerous statues in the united states, notably in d.c., detroit and chicago.
  • casimir pulaski, what he’s become: a street in some cities.

okay, so those are 2 examples. i don’t have any more. maybe you have an idea.

chicago

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while out and about roaming the streets of chicago on a sunny 54 degree day, i realized that i miss chicago tremendously. i mean, i always knew i missed chicago, but never this much.

chicago is my home. as a city, it represents the place where i always felt like “settling down.” i want to treat chicago like my home base. coming back to chicago, would be a triumphant return. chicago represents a pinnacle point in my life where i feel like i accomplished everything i could on my own, in a new city, away from home. many of my friends (and my parents) asked me this weekend when i was coming back for good…the truth is, i don’t know, but i know i want to come back. i have to go back.

being in town with stephanie, and being close to friends and parents felt natural, “right”, and so desperately what i want in my life. it felt perfect. it was perfect (aside from trying to park my car) and leaving today left me with a heart that yearns for a girl, my family and a city that is my home.

but i don’t think i’m done here in detroit. i’m not ready to leave this place and i guess only time will tell when i feel ready…

they did what? (my parents: part 2 of at least a 6 part series)

chicago, drinking, parents, stealing a boat 4 Comments »

in september of 1997, my parents and i, and a group of 7 other family friends, went to see the rolling stones on the bridges to babylon tour at soldier field in chicago. problem was, we didn’t have tickets to the concert.

so we travelled downtown and wandered outside of the stadium, asking scalpers if they had 10 tickets together. what? this was the launch date for the tour (the canadian venue and double door concerts were part of a beer company promotion for surprise concerts in small venues) the soldier field dates were the two opening dates of the major north american tour!! we tried for an hour to get tickets. it was impossible. we were crazy to think we could get tickets.

out of the blue, my dad’s friend andy suggested we get on one of his client’s boats at burnam harbor, and watch listen to the concert. great. what none of us knew, was the boat was not really a boat. it was a 72 foot yacht. so we walked from soldier field to burnam harbor, and arrived at a gated door, which my father promptly jumped and climbed to open so we could get to this boat.

so, the 10 of us, boarded this yacht, and as night fell, the concert started at soldier field. listening from the top of this yacht, was not enough for my parents and friends. so…on a 72 foot yacht, that wasn’t ours, my dad and another guy undocked this boat, and drove it out onto lake michigan. problem is, no one really knew how to operate the boat…and most everyone was drunk. matt, one of my dad’s friends, had brought a bottle of johnny walker with him to the concert, which he consumed in the hour it took us to decide to steal this boat.

meanwhile, the others found the bar on this yacht, which contained thousands of dollars worth of rare wine and champagne*, which my parents and their friends quickly consumed. i wandered the boat, curious what the heck i was doing there, while my parents friends got drunk, my dad drove a 72 foot yacht, and matt was on the top deck of the boat, throwing the furniture off the top of the boat into lake michigan. i opted to stay with matt, as the massive amount of whiskey he drank, and the physical exertion of throwing all the furniture off this boat made him tired and, well, stupid. i held onto his belt, as he puked over the edge of the boat, ensuring we wouldn’t lose him to the lake.

the concert we came to see became secondary to acquiring more alcohol. so the boat was driven to navy pier, where we pulled up and my dad asked me to follow him to the bar, where he bought 20 margaritas, and expected me to carry some of the boat. the bar was prepared, and gave my dad two trays to carry the drinks in plastic cups. i carried one tray back to the boat.

everyone continued drinking, matt kept puking, and i laid on the top deck of this boat, hoping we would go home soon. so here’s me, a 14 year old accomplice to a grand theft boat, making the best of my evening. eventually, the concert ended, the party on the boat didn’t, but it was time to return the boat we stole. at 3am.

upon returning to the harbor, henry, one of the operators that decided he knew best on how to park the behemoth of a boat, managed to damage one of the transmissions on one of the engines. it was here, at 14, i learned it’s impossible to park a 72 foot yacht without 2 engines. so myself, my dad, and 3 other males, all completely drunk except for me, thought it best to pull the boat into dock. so we’re pulling, henry is reving the engines on full throttle in harbor, ramming the end of the boat into the dock. slowly, i noticed lights were turning on in other boats. people started to gather. sober-er people joined in the struggle to park this boat. questions were asked. obviously people knew we weren’t the owners. matt slept on the dock in the fetal position, exhausted from his furniture removal.

my mom drove home, as she was most sober and i couldn’t drive at 14. we dropped matt at home. by dropped, we mean we carried him to the front door, and rang the doorbell and drove away, leaving him to his wife’s wrath. the next morning, the police called our house. my dad answered, claiming we were at the rolling stones concert. i was the only person that could remember the first song of the night. that was the only song we heard.

to this day, i still claim it was the best concert i’ve never been too.

*later, we learned one of the bottles they drank cost $1500

they did what? (my parents: part 1 of at least a 6 part series)

chicago, flying, harleys, motorcycles, parents, poland, skydiving 1 Comment »

my friends that know my parents usually ask them, ”how did the two of you create him?” they usually answer by starting a sentence with, “well, when a man and a woman fall in love…” which causes a large uproar.

see, i’m fairly straight laced. my parents on the other hand, are much much much cooler than me. i’ll safely admit it. some of the things (they call them stupidities) that they’ve done in their life are activities or ideas that i would just never consider doing.

lets do some background.

ludwik is my father. he came to the united states in 1980. he had $500 to his name and bought a fiat spyder with a hole in the roof and the floor for $100. my dad had been to the united states each summer while he was in college, and his english was enough to get by, but not the greatest.

barbara is my mother. she came to the united states in 1981. she had $20 when she came to the united states. my father actually sent her $800 to buy a ticket to come to the united states, after buying the ticket, getting a visa, and buying presents for her family, she left poland 3 days before martial law was enacted in ’81. my mom boarded the plane, only praying that my dad would be at the airport. this was before cell phones for everyone, so they arranged their lives together using hand written letters that had took 3 weeks to get to and from the u.s.

my dad worked as a cook in the sears tower, cooking 400+ eggs a day for the hundreds of employees in the sears tower. he made $3.50 an hour.

my mom worked as an assembler on a factory line making automatic transmissions. she made $100 a week.

i don’t want to spoil their wonderful story, as my mom is writing a novel about our lives in the states. its intended for my future wife and my future children, so they can understand their in-laws and grandparents.

my first part of the series will be about my parents recreation when i was a child.

when i was 6, my dad bought a harley-davidson speedster 883 in candy red. he loved that bike, but my mom hated it. he always loved motorcycles, and his old home in poland still has two of his old motorcycles (one partially disassembled) from his childhood that he’s considered shipping to the u.s. eventually, my mother didn’t think it was safe for me to be around a father who rode motorcycles.

so my dad sold his bike, only to replace it with a bigger one a few years later, a fatboy, also candy red. 6 months later, my MOM bought her first motorcycle, a sportster 883 in candy red, just like my dad’s bike. she ended up customizing it to have drag pipes that ran nearly 110 db’s on wide open throttle. she had me and my dad disassemble the bike, get everything chromed, had a custom green paint job with a hummingbird and the words, “midlife crisis” on the fuel tank. a few years later, my dad upgraded to an ultraglide in candy red, which had more lights than a typical christmas tree. my mom, too, ended up buying a heritiage softtail classic, and between the two of them, before i left for college, they owned 5 harleys. i have leather jackets, vests, the works. my dad and mom have multiple pairs of custom-made chaps. they were featured in the newspaper and harley magazine (mainly because my mom would write stories for the magazine, and she’d always win)

my dad also took up skydiving when i was 15. his dream was always to fly. his proudest moment was during his training on his 13th jump, he failed to get control after executing a loop in the air, and fell 9,000 feet in 45 seconds. the instructor he jumped with, caught this all on film, and caught up with my dad, stabilized him, and got ludwik to open his chute at 2400 feet (a dangerously low opening, considering it takes nearly 1000-1500 feet to fully open your chute.) he was so proud of that video. i nearly puked thinking he could have died. my mom wanted him to stop jumping. he ended up jumping nearly 200 times. his worst injury was a sprained ankle.

as is customary, instead of my dad following my mom’s recommendation, she ended up ignoring her own advice and did 5 tandem jumps herself.

since going to college and entering the real world, my mom has tamed, resorting just to oil painting and writing her book.

my dad gave up skydiving, but instead became a weight-shift trike pilot.

he is a sport pilot instructor, a weight shift instructor, can fly using instrumentation-only conditions, and is a certified rotax 912 engine inspector. his call number for his trike is nine-twelve-lima-mike. (912LM)

on my last visit with him, we flew to 9,000 feet. made me remember the time he used to fall out of planes. i prefer him flying.

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